The world of my soul...
Friday, August 8, 2008
11:03AM - Pretty please clicky click?
I wanna have a draaaaaaaaagon so please clicky click *whine whine*
Sunday, September 2, 2007
7:54PM - Quick post
Hi there!
Just wanted to let you know that today is my last day online for the next 5 days.
Last week was absolutely crazy and today has been mega~crazy, so that's why I haven't answered your comments. Sorry! *whine*
Mhm and as I'm still not fully packed I have to go finish it. *sigh*
Bye and have a wonderfull week ya all!
*hugs*
Rea
Thursday, August 23, 2007
6:03PM
Hi everybody!
I just want to share the good news ;))
So yay! as I said I'm going to be student after more than 3 years again. I'm going to study international Business Administration for the next three years in Vienna Austria. I'm going to live in a dormitory in a twin room *OMG panic* with somebody I've never met. So from September I'm not gonna be online as much as I'd like to be *if at all* as I want to find me a job... and as I'm going to study in a foreign language I'm going to have to study in advance to finish this university and fulfill my dreams. *and I can tell you my dreams are BIG*
I think... I think I'm going to enjoy it. This first small step towards what I really, really want. It is strange you know. I've dreamt about this, but till now it was only a dream. I'm looking forward to studying, can you imagine it?
I'm looking forward to the stress, to the nerve-racking panic of not knowing what to do, where to go. But at most I'm looking forward to having a goal in front of me. That, I missed the most. This last few months of doing nothing simply made me depressed and bored.
And if you find it strange, than you'll probably think me a fool that I'm also happy in the time when I'm unhappy. But that's me! I love my life, I love that I'm here although sometimes it's pretty hard to live on this Earth. I'm crazy, strange, loud, curious, silly, extrovert when with people, introvert in my room. I love to laugh, God how I love it. I love to cry with a fictional character but never in the real life.
Hey you! Yes you!
I love to chat with strangers, to ask them questions, to get to know them, to make them laugh, to forget their problems. So if you should meet a tall brunette with glasses that is loud, crazy and that doesn't have filter between her brain and mouth who will ask you thousands questions and wil never be silent, it'll be probably me. *laugh*
So wish me luck and never forget that the most important thing under the sun is to be happy. Be happy about every little thing, smile and laugh every chance you get and never, but never forget that nothing, nothing is as dark and bad as it seems.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
11:43AM
Happy Birthday lisaroquin teh goddess of crossovers!!!
Have a wonderful day hon and enjoy the party!!!
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
1:16AM - Rant
Few days ago I had an exchange with another LJ user that made me annoyed. No I won't say his/her username as I have a policy to speak to the person and don't mock/slaughter them when they cannot answer like some LJ users and RL people like to do. I don't gossip behind somebody back.
So here is the part of said exchange that pissed me out (whole exchange under cut)
I personally think that Harry Potter fandom has become an illness for some people, just the same way that J-pop and anime fetishism has become an illness.
and another part:
How would you feel if you wrote a book, it became a best seller, and then a bunch of creepy folks began writing long stories using your characters, turning them into rapists and mass murderers, and posting it all over the internet? What would you do?
*insert sarcasm* never ever ask what would I do... I could answer you!
( and now for the whole thing )
and the end
I'm an open minded person that has thought for herself as long as she can remember, I was and am too stubborn to simply be a part of a herd, so you will never hear me to say politically correct phrases if I don't believe they are true. If there would be a law making reading fanficion illegal I'd still read it because they cannot forbid me to dream. Because that is what true fanfiction is about, it gives you a little time to dream, a little time out from the reality.
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Friday, August 3, 2007
11:50PM - Thank you note ~____~
THANK YOU!!!![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
ptyx, zophiel666, d_drusilla, rivana and kristianpagan
You are the very best
Thursday, August 2, 2007
5:21PM
I'm really happy right now xDDD I'm allowed to a university in Vienna, Austria ~____~
So this coming october I'll be a student again, *God save me* studying in a foreign language and generally having s much fun as possible!!!
Vienna be afraid... be very, very afraid *evil laugh*
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
10:28PM
...mhm... am thinking 'bout a self defense course starting in September. What do you think?
I think it's long overdue *nod nod*, the only problem - I haven't done any sport in so long that I don't wanna think about how painful it'll be to get into shape again *whimper*
Monday, July 23, 2007
3:49PM
...and now I'm sad x__x
*terrible, terrible brain* my brain haven't let me to bask in the wonderful feeling that >>> yay I read the book and yay said book is great.
No it let me know, that there isn't another HP book to look forward to *cryyy*, that a big big part of my life ended after I closed this book and that there are only 2 another authors, for which books I love to wait as much as for HP...
3:12PM
OMFG!!!!!!
I only bought my HP book 4 hours ago and I read it in one go, it is as would Ron say 'bloody brilliant' and it captivated me and didn't let me go.
J.K.Rowling? I love you and thank you for this piece of brilliance. *bowing to the goddess*
I'm happy that it ended as it has and really really sad for one character... ok no spoilers.
So what do you think????
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
6:07PM
Hi everybody *wave*
I'm sorry that I haven't answered all comments, it's just that the weather is wearing me down. Last week it was cold this we have 36/37°C, every time the weather changes I have a reaction to it and become ill.
So I'm feeling a little bit down right now *sigh*
The life is so very strange and I love it to bits, every time one door closes another opens, so I can say, that although I'm realist I know that in the end everything will be ok.
*feeling feverish... le sigh*
I wish all of you perfect week!!!!
Rea
Saturday, July 14, 2007
9:32PM
I hate it... I hate that everybody thinks I have to be comfortable in company of man, and that it isn't normal to feel uncomfortable when in contact with a men.
I prefer the company of women... so what.
These last 4 hours were horrible :(
Saturday, July 7, 2007
12:13AM
To everybody who calls himself a Christian:
Bible, I Corinthians 13:4-7, TLB.
"Love is very patient and kind, never jealous or envious, never boastful or proud, never haughty or selfish or rude. Love does not demand its own way. It is not irritable or touchy. It does not hold grudges and will hardly even notice when others do it wrong. It is never glad about injustice, but rejoices whenever truth wins out.
So how can anybody say that love between two men or women is wrong??? Love doesn't have anything to do with gender. Your God said 'I'm love' so how can be love wrong or sinful? Why does it matter if the soul is wrapped in a woman or man body? And if the body matters that much than it isn't really love I'd say. I love the person and not the gender. How about you???
This, I have found somewhere along the way:
( LOVE CHECK-UP:
So you think you are doing pretty well in the love category? )
I don't think anybody could be like this, humans aren't perfect but it is good to read it once in a time and remember that love is these things.
Friday, July 6, 2007
12:22PM - Recommendations
I have decided to let you see what I read and get to know me like this. I think you can get to know me better like this, and I if I can bring more readers to this stories the better I'll feel, so let me know how you liked their stories if you have the time. ;)
http://drusilladax.free.fr/
Dru’s style is pure sweetness and her words about love are beautiful, she is one of my all-time favorite writers. Her Harry Potter stories are marvelous but my fav story isn't from HP universe. It’s called ‘When Old Ghosts Come to Town’ a CSI story with Gil/Nick pairing.
If you need to relax I recommend her as the stories will give you this warm fuzzy feeling inside.
http://sylumclan.com/
Who hasn’t read fantabulous crossovers that can be found on this website?
If you haven’t read it, do it. The stories are incredible.
It is password protected but I recommend getting the password by joining their yahoo group. These are simply must read stories. Vampires + various fandoms (CSI, NCIS, BtVS…..) = melting
http://www.infinitum4.com/
You haven’t read stories by Angyl,Ori and Rina???? Do it!!! Their fan fiction is brain melting, the AU stories are magnificent and their original stories are pure lust. Vampires, shifters and Irish boys all written for enjoying. Their stories are HOT!!!
http://www.thetenthmuse1.madbrilliant.c
So many fandoms, so many must read stories. You like slash? You get it. Het? The same. Femslash? It’s there. This author is brilliant, absolutely brilliant. You don’t need to know the password to get to the stories but I highly recommend joining her yahoo groups, you’ll read her stories sooner there then on her website.
http://www.geocities.com/kiwileesa2
You love Xander/Spike pairing??? The story 'Quantum Xander' and it's sequel are another must read stories.
http://writingonthewall.slashcity.net/c
Another brilliant writer with stories that are wonderful. I can reread her NCIS stories again and again. They are so good. And the story 'Dishing it Out' made me laugh reaally loud and long. I could so imagine this to happen. *chuckle*
http://wordsmith.populli.net/wordsm
The stories made me cry and I felt in love with her Xander and Spike. The stories 'Recontruction' and 'Restoration' will let you see the time after Buffy died in all small details that will make your heart hurt. You need to weep??? Just start reading this marvelous universe that has a happy ending without... no I won't spoil it for you.
http://draeconin.com/tales
This is the home for some HP fun and original stories. I love his Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy... *dreamy sigh*
http://www.squidge.org/keikokin/
Kei si simply one of the best. I love how she writes, she made me laugh out loud when I sat in a net cafe, and quietly weep in a school lesson.
http://www.magdelena.net/
I love her stories, they have moved me, they made me laugh like crazy and cry like a small kid. Her stories are written with love... what is there more to say?
German brilliance
http://www.goryel.de/
I love this website; this site got me to enjoy original stories as the writing style is simply perfect. The stories are hot and I plan to buy all their books as soon as I can. You can find there tons of stories marvelous written that will make you cry, laugh and love. Yes this is my all-time favorite website.
http://puh-schell.de/
The stories here are simply adorable and the Harry Potter she has created is hot and dangerous, so yes brilliance. Her original stories will make you think and crave for more. The stories will let you dream and forget.
http://makos-passion.de/
Another website full of eye candy…eh full of original stories, that catch you and won’t let you go.
http://zaphie.za.funpic.de/
Fun without end. Hot and adorable, well written original stories.
I could recommend so many other writers that are as good, as captivating. But these websites are where I go everyday more times to check if there is an update. Another 2 websites I go every few hours are:
http://www.squidge.org/~peja/cgi-bin/se
http://www.tthfanfic.com/latest.ph
...and I have probably forgotten many authors that I love, so there will be another batch of recommendations comming somewhere in the near future....
Friday, June 29, 2007
5:24PM - squeeeee
>>> see my victory dance!!!!
Yay I've made it! Ha!!!
IELTS = 7 *english certificate*
ZOP = 2/gut *german certificate*
I'm teh best xDDDDDDD
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
10:53PM
I'm starting to be really, but really annoyed with this country... relocating looks great at this moment to me... *snarl* Oh yeah as soon as I finish my studies I'll find myself new home!!!
Any ideas?
I really didn't need that right now f*ckers... *heavy sigh*
Sunday, June 24, 2007
10:10PM
There's a Chinese saying that goes, 'Sometimes life can be as bitter as dragon tears. But whether dragon tears are bitter or sweet depends entirely on how each man perceives the taste.'"
"In other words, life is hard, even cruel - but it's also what you make of it." *from book by Dean Koontz*
( rant )
Monday, June 4, 2007
10:37PM - unhappy musings
Why is it that although I somewhat can understand languages intuitively and when I read I understand almost everything, but when it comes to grammar, it slowly kills me with all its rules that are choking me and pulling me under?
I'm useless when it comes to grammar and that makes me unhappy as hell.
So how do you learn grammar? Some tips???
And I hate to write formal essays... I just cannot use the correct style. And when I'm unhappy with how it is written I'm unhappy with content as well and it shows when somebody is correcting said essay.
I'm really unhappy with my writing in german. I, after more then 12 years of studying this language, cannot write worth damn. Man I love german language and it's really frustrating when an essay comes back full of red marks.
And I'm going to do ZOP *german certificate* in less then 20 days and am afraid and panicking.
Oh an academic IELTS in less then 2 weeks....
I'm screwed....
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